2:57 am -- June 28, 2005
It sucks when I don't update as often as I should. So my Birthday was awesome. I drank a little much on my actual birthday. My friends and I went to Applebee's that night. We all met up at my house and then left from there. I drove Corey and Nick, but they wanted to stop at Publix first for some alcohol before Applebee's. So we went there, bought some Smirnoff Triple Black and Corona, parked at Applebee's and drank a few in the car. Yes, I know that's illegal (open container in the car) but at least we weren't driving. Corey only had two, Nick had three, and I had two.
So everyone was waiting in Applebee's wondering where the heck we were. I told them to go ahead and order food cuz none of us were eating anything. So we went in after like 15 minutes or so, and I was feeling a little buzzed. Corey took my keys from me cuz he knew I was gonna be drinking more at Applebee's. He holds his liquor very well and he also ate a burger while we were there so I know he was okay to drive. Nick, on the other hand, was gone. He only had three Coronas. It was great.
So Mike told the waitress that it was my 21st Birthday and he wanted to order me the strongest drink they had. So she asked the bartender and the waitress came back with this drink called Surfer on Acid. It smelled like shit, but it actually didn't taste all that bad. I had three shots of those (which actually weren't in shot glasses, they were twice the size of shots), another bottle of Corona, and a double shot of Jose Cuervo, which was nasty as hell. I know that's what made me throw up the morning after.
So I had all those in about an hour or so. So by the time I got home, the room was spinning. I could barely walk to the bathroom. I got a lecture from my dad, but whatever. He wasn't really happy about the drinking, but seriously. It's my 21st birthday! What does he think I'm gonna do? Go out and drink soda? Pshaw.
So whenever I get drunk, I wake up really early the next morning. It was like 6 am when I woke up, and I just couldn't go back to sleep. I was up for like an hour, and then I heard my brother-in-law in the bathroom, and that's when the urge came. I scrambled around for a bag, found one crumpled in my trash can with the plastic from my ipod car charger I bought a couple days earlier, threw that thing across the room just in time to throw up a Surfer. On Acid. Yuck.
Went back to bed after cleaning up, talked to Mike on the phone cuz he wanted to make sure I was okay. I told him how I threw up earlier that morning, and just as I was saying bye to him, the urge came up again, I ran to the bathroom, and threw up a man named Jose. Double yuck.
And that was the extent of my throwing up as a result of my birthday. Oh, and before Applebee's, we went to Busch Gardens during the day and I had a bottle and a half of Bacardi Black Cherry. That was sooooo yummy. So I had a good amount of alcohol in my system on my birthday. It was great.
So yeah. On to the Corey thing. So we went to see Hawthorne Heights in concert on the 19th (two weeks ago) and that night, when we were talking online after the concert, he told me that he just got back together with his ex. Ugh. Yeah, major punch in the face. The sucky part is the fact that just a week after the concert, he was leaving for New York for 3 weeks and I promised myself that as soon as he got back, I was going to talk to him and tell him I liked him. But that got shot to hell. Stupid girlfriend. Anyways, I'm not really worrying too much about it. Yeah, it sucks but what can you do? Honestly, I don't think it's going to work out. She lives over 20 minutes away, they go to different schools, and she's freaking 15 (he's 18, 19 in Oct.)! Eventually, they're gonna break up. I just know it's not gonna work out. They broke up once before, I'm sure they'll break up again. Especially when he finally realizes how much awesomeness I exude. Hehe.
But yeah, I'm hoping one day things will work out for us. But for now, I'll just wait. I'm like the girl in the movies who is in love with her best friend but he doesn't know it. He goes out with some meaningless girl, and then eventually finds out that his best friend is in love with him and realizes that he wants to be with her. Yeah, that's gonna be me. Don't laugh. When it happens, you'll be the first to know.
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