12:32 am -- January 22, 2004
You know, for the longest time I've been antsy to be in a relationship with someone, but as of late, I've been reevaluating that. I see my parents fight all the time and I honestly would rather be alone than be in a relationship that I'm unhappy with.
I used to hate their fighting so much that I would just wish for a divorce. I know that sounds awful, but you would have wished it too if you were in my position.
I'm not saying that I don't want to be in a relationship, I just don't want to be in one where I'm fighting all the time. I don't want to be like my parents. I wish things would get better for them. They argue about the most insignificant things.
Get this: today, they were going over a reading in the Bible that they had to do for church tomorrow and they started fighting. I mean, come on.
It frustrates me so when I see them lose their cool over something so small. Whenever I can I interject and try to get them to calm down and come to a conclusion. I find that when I do that, the fight ceases and some sort of solution, albeit temporary, comes into effect.
I just wonder what happens when I move out. I can't intervene their fights forever.
In other non parental news my Saved by the Bell trading cards appeared. You see, I had this toy chest in my room for the longest time and I took it out a few months ago and put it in the back porch/lanai thing and it's been sitting there for at least six months. Today, my mom decided to go through it and throw stuff out, and that's when my SBTB trading cards appeared.
I was so excited! I went looking through them all when I came across this card and laughed my little tush off.
His red armband reads, "Hall Monitor." Oh, that Screech and his silly antics. What will he do next?
And just for kicks, here's a pic of me and my dad, with my unsuspecting grandma in the back.
I like this picture. I actually look decent. Huffah for that!
Last Five
Last night. - July 08, 2005
I Stole It From Sommer!! - July 02, 2005
Eventually. - June 28, 2005
All I Can Say, I Should Have Said. - May 31, 2005
A Planned Night. - May 13, 2005