I'm So Excited, I'm So Excited, I'm So....Scared!!
12:50 pm -- April 16, 2005

Tonight is the big night. Karry's party. And Corey is going to be there. I am so nervous you don't even know. It's starting to hit me right now. As I'm typing this. I'm just scared of what's going to happen. Or possibly what's NOT going to happen. I hope he doesn't just hang out with his friends the whole time cuz that would suck. I wanna hang out with him, one on one. Is that so wrong?

So if anybody has any tips for how to get him alone nonchalantly, please let me know ASAP!! I only have 7 hours to prepare. Ahhhhhhh! Sorry I'm freaking out here. I'm just not used to these kinds of things.

I really need to find out if he likes me. I thought he did on Wednesday night because we went outside to my car so he could listen to Dane Cook (a comedian on my ipod) and I was just leaning against my car as he listened and he kept coming closer to me. So I don't know if that was unintentional, but I had to fuck it up and say that I had to go back inside cuz I left Allison all by herself. But then when we got to the door, she only had one person in line so we stayed outside till there were more people there.

Man, I wonder what would have happened if we stayed there. Gahhh. I guess I'll never know. Hopefully I'll find out tonight if he likes me or not. We sure do flirt a lot at work....

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